Dear Blog,
I think i miss my two best friends, Aiman and Mat. They both seems to smoothly disappear between my eyes. I'm currently losing them bit by bit.
It's been a long time since Aiman gone to Exeter. For the 1st year he's there, we still contacting each other and keep updating among our progress. Things was doing great. I felt like, he's here in Malaysia - right beside me! Hmm. But, back these couple of years, he seems to get busy. Well, I understand..I really do. With all his assignments and stuffs, I completely understand. But then, lately, ohhh...Blog..i dont know how to describe it. We are not frequently updating each other anymore. Each time if we have time to chat with each other, we will out of topic! Both of us seems to not have much to say. I'm afraid this is the sign that we will not be best friend anymore. We are out of similarity! And its hurt.
Since I quit from MFA, Mat had help me to get a job at his place. At 1st, I refused as I know it is bad luck for best friend to work at the same place or at the same department. But, as I'm desperate for bills and stuffs, I accepted his help. Things was great too! Until, Mat finds himself another best friend. Let me named him as B. B is a great person for Mat. I'm glad for him. But B is not into me as much as he likes Mat! Neither do I. No matter how much or hard we try, it seems doesnt working. But, for Mat, we keeps pretending so Mat wouldnt be awkward with this situation. But then, day by day, Mat seems to give extra priority to B. Our quality time as best friend are getting lesser. I tried to hint him to at least focus on us a bit, but he doesnt quite understand. Its hurt.
Its hurt because we (Aiman, Mat and me) used to have great time together.
I know I over reacted. But, can u blame me?
Blog, what should I do?
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I think i miss my two best friends, Aiman and Mat. They both seems to smoothly disappear between my eyes. I'm currently losing them bit by bit.
It's been a long time since Aiman gone to Exeter. For the 1st year he's there, we still contacting each other and keep updating among our progress. Things was doing great. I felt like, he's here in Malaysia - right beside me! Hmm. But, back these couple of years, he seems to get busy. Well, I understand..I really do. With all his assignments and stuffs, I completely understand. But then, lately, ohhh...Blog..i dont know how to describe it. We are not frequently updating each other anymore. Each time if we have time to chat with each other, we will out of topic! Both of us seems to not have much to say. I'm afraid this is the sign that we will not be best friend anymore. We are out of similarity! And its hurt.
Since I quit from MFA, Mat had help me to get a job at his place. At 1st, I refused as I know it is bad luck for best friend to work at the same place or at the same department. But, as I'm desperate for bills and stuffs, I accepted his help. Things was great too! Until, Mat finds himself another best friend. Let me named him as B. B is a great person for Mat. I'm glad for him. But B is not into me as much as he likes Mat! Neither do I. No matter how much or hard we try, it seems doesnt working. But, for Mat, we keeps pretending so Mat wouldnt be awkward with this situation. But then, day by day, Mat seems to give extra priority to B. Our quality time as best friend are getting lesser. I tried to hint him to at least focus on us a bit, but he doesnt quite understand. Its hurt.
Its hurt because we (Aiman, Mat and me) used to have great time together.
I know I over reacted. But, can u blame me?
Blog, what should I do?
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